blognya uja (“,)

Today, about 11 am, my esia rang, it was from my friend fira. Hmm, pretty strange, fira rarely phone me, so it’s gotta be something. “halo uja uja, lagi ngapain, lagi dmana?” (good manners ), then bla3x. the point is fira was about proposing her research design (RD) exam in next monday. FYI, the requirement for following this RD exam is proposed by at least 6 people. So fira only got 5 people. Herself, fanny, yana, oi, and dewi. They needed one more so that they can propose this RD exam. They knew that I have finished my chapter 1 (this is matter that will be examined), so they asked me. Actually, I never feel that I am ready enough to be examined next week. But fira told me that if it is not next week, RD exam will be held in February. Wow, that is not my plan how I will finish my study. So I can take that reason, but actually still I can deal if my RD exam is in February. Ok, now here is the second reason. They can’t have this RD exam if I don’t join. Hmm, so this is my role. Considering the “future” of 5 friends of me, I decided to propose too, although I am not ready enough. Pretty nice of me, haha.

If this condition happens to you, what will you do? Would you do the same? What is your priority? Your will or your friend’s need. I believe in studying PPKN (wew, dunno the English word for this) in elementary school, junior and senior high school, we all learned to prioritize other’s interest (kepentingan umum) than our interest (kepentingan pribadi). But it is not that easy for some people to apply, including me. Till this time, I kinda regret my decision to be examined next week, but rice has became porridge (nasi telah menjadi bubur ), there’s nothing that I can do right now. And it is impossible for me to take my own word back. That is not masculine, haha.