blognya uja (“,)

Everyone has his/her own standard in doing something. It goes to me too. In general, there are two kind of person in looking his/her job considered as fail or success. A perfectionist and a positive guy. I’ll give an example, if there’s a job, a perfectionist guy in the beginning will decide his/her target in completing the job. Let’s say it to reach 90% of the goal. But if finally the perfectionist guy only reach 89% of the goal, he will consider him/herself fail in doing the job. But, for a positive guy, usually he/she has a target too in the beginning, let’s say it 90% too, and if he/she only get 89% of the goal, he/she will accept it as the best that he/she can do. They don’t feel that they fail. There’s nothing wrong with both of two kind of guy that I explained above, it is just a matter of perspective seeing the result. Some people like the perfectionist guy, but the others will like the positive guy better.

I think that I am a perfectionist guy. In doing something, I decide my own target, my personal target that I don’t share with my partner (if I have). This target belongs to me only, that make me the only one who bear the burden of this target. But, it is very rare in the end that I can reach my own target, in contrary, since I have to reach the target, that make me don’t enjoy the process. And in the end I am just a target oriented and I don’t feel the excitement anymore in finishing a job. you know what, there’s nothing good with it. Therefore, now, I really regret it, I want to change my point of view from now on.

 This writing is for celebrating the end of my duty as chief of social department in HIMA HI. Great thanks to all of my partner, rara, indah, oci, fetty, anki, tara, brina, felis, ranny, and ayu. You all doing great, thanks for always supporting me. I’m really sorry because I am not a really good leader for you all. In fact, I am the one who learned a lot from you. If I’m a perfectionist, I will consider myself fail, but I’m no longer that form, I really enjoy this one year and I respect every result that I, that we have achieved. Once again, thanks for you all.