blognya uja (“,)

Life is short, once again I feel that the idiom is true. Right now, I’m in process finishing my final paper / minor thesis. If my prediction is right, just in a few months, I will finish my study in Unpad. And, what next?

It is like a flash, I can remember in detail just like it happens yesterday, the day when I came to Unpad, the day when I registered in Unpad Dipati Ukur, when I was looking for boarding house, when I was spending my first night in Jatinangor, etc. And now, I’m gonna go to the next chapter of my life (well, actually not that fast, maybe a few months later), it’s time to real life, a life that we don’t use money from our parents anymore, a life that we supposed to earn own money so that we can continue our life. Ooow my god, it comes too early, I feel that I haven’t spent enough time for fun, and now I am forced to face the real life.

But, does it mean that I suppose to spend my study time longer, of course it is not what I want. So, what is something that I am actually complaining about right now??? Actually, I am unsure too.

Maybe I just don’t feel that I’m ready enough. Maybe I’m sacred, will I have a good life, will I have a good job, will I be able to compete?

Or maybe it is just too soon to think all of it. Maybe what I need is enjoying what I have right now.

Still I’m confused.

i want to complete this post by adding a copy of portion from butterfly boucher’s song ”life is short”.

 more or less, it can represent what i feel…

When it doesn’t rain it snows
Yeah the cookie crumbles but in who’s hand?
All things said and all things done
Life is short

Oh I am young but I have aged
Waited long to seize the day
All things said and plenty done…life’s too short

Ooooh could this be….
Ooooh could this be the day I’ve waited for?

Another door to peek in through
The floor is filthy
But the couch is clean
At the end of the day
That’s another day gone
Life is short….Ooo life is short